The Trail Sign

I’m going to attempt to cleanse myself of a mindset that has steadily grown within the last few days.  Here’s what I miss about being in a romantic relationship with someone else:

  • Late night phone calls
  • I love yous
  • Cuddles
  • Holding hands
  • Being held, squished even
  • Putting my head on his shoulder
  • Encouraging them and receiving encouragement
  • Seeing positive changes
  • Helping others
  • Helping each other
  • Brushing our teeth
  • Getting dressed together
  • Picturing the future together
  • Planning the future
  • Texting/Call check ups
  • Sharing food
  • Cooking together
  • Wrapping your arms around each other
  • Watching movies
  • Laughing
  • Smiling
  • Joking
  • Loving
  • Climbing
  • Running
  • Jumping
  • Singing
  • Dancing
  • Hugging
  • Kissing
  • Spinning
  • Drinking
  • Eating
  • Shopping
  • Dreaming
  • Reading
  • Talking
  • Crying
  • Thinking
  • Grieving
  • Fighting
  • Making up
  • Anything
  • Everything

Yes, I miss all these things.  I even miss all the bad things because they were with them.  Now there are a LOT of AWESOME and AMAZING and WONDERFUL things in my life and I’m ready to share them all with someone again.

I know that this time I do… EVERYTHING will be 10 times… no! a 100 times- no!!!! A million times better because it will be with you.

I can’t wait and I am brought to tears at the thought!

I have been hiking and wandering and losing hope on this path I have been sent on… but… I have finally seen the trail sign.  Hope has been restored.

Thank you, God.

With all that I have,

~Good Girl~

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